I can’t thank you all enough. The past 4 years have been successful because of you. I know I haven’t been producing much content lately, but in this economy-my niche hasn’t been in real demand. I know, I know…I’ve already vented this in the past, but nonetheless, we all know it’s true. I’m going to reiterate it again. Most porn being produced is main stream -Vivid, Playboy, Wicked, etc. It’s what is mostly requested and because people want the quid essential 5 foot 8, DD size breasts, Blond, Brunette, Red head with a soft golden tan and an ass you can balance an apple off of…..AND who can blame you? I sure in the hell have my own “preferences” and I, am not one of them. I am thankful, however, that I fall into a special category that fetish connoisseurs can appreciate and desire.

With that said, I been reflecting back on the past four years and think about choices I could have made differently and all the opportunities that were given to me to make myself a name in the “midget genre”. The lack of visibility I realized is my fault. I haven’t done as much as I should have. It’s not exactly easy when you don’t live in Los Angeles. And please let me just clarify this once, I don’t want to move to Los Angeles. Career wise it would be a smart move, but this is not a career. This is a hobby, an alter ego, an artistic endeavor and a chance to progress as an expressive sexual being. HAHA..anyway we want to look at it or call it, it’s porn and I love being the talent. In fact, I don’t know what I enjoy more: the road trips, the spot light, or the actual act?! They all give me pleasure and even more so when I meet fellow fans who have an appreciation for my work. It’s without them, I’m nothing. Originally, I didn’t do it for the money or the attention.

I did for me. Weird, I know, but let me explain something. Originally, I was never promiscuous or sexual-in fact, the complete opposite: shy, self-conscious, conservative and nervous. Now: I’m proud, liberated, sexual, experienced, confident and more importantly, happy. It’s almost regaining my sovereignty and I know that’s cheesy to use that in this context of porn- but we could all use it in different ways that liberate us.

Okay, I know when buying porn, you don’t really give a shit if the talent feels liberated or not becuase I sure in the hell don’t. It’s just fun to discover something from behind the scenes. I enjoy occassionally reading different blogs from other talents who like to express there gratitude for filming and what they went through to get where they are. Half the time, it’s a Dog-Eat-Dog world and no one cares for anyone, but themselves. That’s how I feel about LA and why I’m more humble to live up in Seattle and work where work will have me. The only thing is it’s not work when you enjoy it. If I was doing porn full-time then it becomes work and at that point, I would start to resent it.

So while I’ve been looking for new projects and taking care of medical debacle with my dwarfism- I’ve had an opportunity to look at creating my own artistic visions of what I want to do in the next year or two. Plus I’m looking at going back to school and getting my Masters in Business. For now, I’m just thankful to have an outlet such as this to blog to the outside world; food in my kitchen; toys in my underwear drawers; a car that works and a roof over my head. That’s more than a lot of people can count for.

So what are you thankful for? Origasms? Thai Food? Pets? Porn? internet? The possibilities are endless?

I’ll rant some more after breakfast.

Smooches for now,

Stella Marie

http://www.gingerlynnauctions.com/detail.asp?id=852&n=Little-STELLA-MARIE-in-her-Corset-and-Panties-from-her-MOVIE

In other news, I am also working with some new folks up here in Seattle- a photographer and a producer, I can’t wait to get involved in my community and the burlesque community. I mean, how many “little’ dancers/performers do you know in shows or have a show of their own?!? I sure can’t name any or at least am able to count on one hand…sad. I’m also working on doing a new photo shoot on  in Portland, OR with some new toys! So stay tuned for that.

Now on to even more news. I have TWO VIDEOS up on www.XTUBE.com (Username: Lilstellamarie) Right now they require a PIN to access the videos. They were produced by me back in 2008 and are up for SALE. Each Video is $5.00 For Unlimited Access for a month! Donate $5.00 via PayPal : littleladystellamarie@yahoo.com and include in the message Xtube and let me know which video you want. I’ll send you the PIN for it. So please support me with my projects! It costs money to produce more! I’m filming this week in my place. I want to continue producing more, so PLEASE SUPPORT!

Paypal: littleladystellamarie@yahoo.com

$5.00 for Video

www.Xtube.com

Thank you & Smooches,

Stella Marie

Everybody! & I do mean Everybody! Go to www.gingerlynnauctions.com and click on Little Stella Marie in the categories! Right now 3 of my outfits are up for sale! They were just recently worn on our photo shoot on Monday September, 19, 2011 as so most of the outfits were mine from previous movies. Every piece had it own significant value and worn ONLY by me! I can’t say that they weren’t played with by other porn stars on set, but bottom line, only I’ve been in them and have my “perfume” on them. So please please go to the auction site and bid of a piece of nostalgic memorabilia of mine. I’m very proud and I hope you love it!

Thanks!

Smooches, Stella Marie

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http://beta.naked.com/index.php?s=model.displayPerformerInformation&server=beta2.naked&mname=lilstellamarie&mid=25739

Lil Stella Marie is my user name on naked.com so if you’re looking for live entertainment and a chance to have a naughty ONE on ONE with me, JOIN the site and CUM INVITE ME for a PRIVATE CHAT!!! I PROMISE, YOU WON’T REGRET IT! I LOVE SPOILING MY VIEWERS & I DON’T HOLD BACK ON BEING DIRTY & LOUD!!!!

I’M GOING TO BE ON THE WEB CAM STARTING THE END OF THIS WEEK ABOUT 3 HOURS A DAY. ONCE A MONTH, I’LL OFFER A FREE SHOW TOO! How many Dwarf porn stars do you know on web cam??? I don’t know many, so I’m hoping this will get a lot of attention and success and my fans will appreciate that I’m finally giving the opportunity to chat live with them. Being a busy girl that I am, I didn’t want to do web cam work as a job (it’s not and I take pride in that), so when I’m live, I’m there to have fun and make you all jack off pleasantly! I want to see some hard cocks cumming for tiny pussy & a big ass!

CUM JOIN ME FOR A WANK @ NAKED.COM : LIL STELLA MARIE

Plus, on Ginger Lynn is having me part of her pilot program on Youtube.com! I can’t wait to see it- I GUARANTEE YOU WILL LAUGH! Heck, I couldn’t help crack up half the time while we were filming it. We had a blast at her house and I must say, she’s got the awesomest pouchies (dogs) ever!  Included in some of the items that we shot were signed Polaroids of me being “NAUGHTY” and just plain silly in my sexy outfits. I also am auctioning off a special pink bullet vibrator that I used in “ALONE AT LAST” which is very special to me since it was my first time in Erie, Pennsylvania when I filmed that scene for Marie Madison. I hope someone lucky gets it and enjoys it….no it’s not been cleaned since I used it on the photo shoot with Ginger, so you get it ALLLLLL.

For now, I’ll be tweeting like crazy and uploading photos galore. When I shoot with Chad Diamond XXX, I’ll be offering the content on my site here. Basically fans will be able to pay one small fee and have unlimited access for a month. I can’t wait for that film.

Coming up in my next blog will be about my crazy adventure on Spice Radio on Friday, September 16, 2011 on The Sex Circus with Christy Canyon & Ginger Lynn. You’re gonna love to hear how I tied them ladies up…and I have a picture to prove it! HOLLA!!!!!!

FYI: AS OF TODAY, SEPTEMBER 21, 2011 10:54PM PST MY PROFILE AND STUFF IS NOT ON GINGER’S WEBSITE YET. IT SHOULD BE EITHER TOMORROW OR FRIDAY! THANKS FOR YOUR PATIENCE!!!!

SMOOCHES,

Stella Marie

EMAIL me questions, requests, comments, etc. I will be able to answer no problem.

AGAIN MY EMAIL: LILSTELLAMARIE@GMAIL.COM

or my old yahoo account email:

LITTLELADYSTELLAMARIE@YAHOO.COM

Info Sheet

Host: CHRISTY CANYON AND GINGER LYNN

You are: LITTLE STELLA MARIE

Your show date is: JUNE 24TH, 2011

Your call time: 12:30 PM (PST)

The topic for the day is: VARIOUS

Our studio address is

Los Angeles, CA 90065

Fans Feel free to call in to the show
1(877) 205.9796

Show can be heard by SIRIUS & XM radio subscribers.

Spice Radio Sirius channel 103 XM channel 103, between the hours of

11pm and 2pm PST.

Visit http://www.siriusxm.com/spiceradio for more information.

HERE IS SOME INFO ABOUT THE SHOW AND THE NETWORK. PLEASE NOTE THAT SEX CIRCUS BROADCASTS LIVE THURSDAY AND FRIDAY FROM 11AM-2PM PST FROM OUR LOS ANGELES STUDIOS, SEGMENTS TYPICALLY LAST BETWEEN 30 AND 60 MIN.

Talent Info Sheet

Host: CHRISTY CANYON AND GINGER LYNN

Guest: LITTLE STELLA MARIE

show date is: JUNE 24TH, 2011
call time: 11:30 PM (PST)

The topic for the day is: VARIOUS

Friends and fans feel free to call in to the show
1(877) 205.9796

Show can be heard by SIRIUS & XM radio subscribers.

Spice Radio Sirius channel 103 XM channel 103, between the hours of

11pm and 2pm PST.

Visit http://www.siriusxm.com/spiceradio for more information.

SPICE RADIO SIRIUS AND XM 103

GINGER AND CHRISTY’S SEX CIRCUS

Also check out my bio! Many of you have been asking about me about autographed DVDs and I wanted to let you know I have a bunch here with me that I can personalize for you!

I accept Paypal only for Autographed DVDs. All you have to do is email me at stella@littlestellamarie.com with your order request. For US & Canada ONLY, $5.00 Flat rate shipping no matter how many DVDs you order. Each DVD is $15 or 2 for $25 USD. If you need international shipping, then email me first with your destination and I’ll email you back the rates.

You supporting me with buying my DVDs will help fund more projects and get my site up with some free entertainment.

DVDs for sale:

Lil Stella’s Really Short Stories

Bang A Midget

2 Squirting Midgets & A Guy

Midget Gone Lesbo 2

Midget Squirting School

Tiny Squirters

Alone At Last

Lesbian Squirting Midgets

The World’s Only Squirting Midget